Drew waited with me as I stood on the sidewalk outside, letting the snow dust my head and shoulders.
“You look good in
snow,” he said.
I laughed, my cheeks
heating up as I tipped my head back to look at him. “Are you drunk?”
He stepped in
closer, blocking out the streetlight that glowed orange in my eyes. “Maybe just
a little tipsy.” He smiled. “I really meant what I sang in there.”
“Which part?” My
words were just a breath, curling into the air.
He brought his head
down to mine, so our noses were almost touching. “I’ll tell you a secret, I’ll
sell you a secret for a song,” he sang softly; the same song from the bar.
“Someday I’ll tell you, and take you back home where you belong.”
I wasn’t one of
those girls who cried at every emotional thing they saw or heard; I’d never
been that way. That might’ve explained why, when the tears cascaded down onto
my cheeks, I felt with my fingers to see what the hell was going on with my
eyes.
“Hey,” Drew said,
catching one of the tears with a fingertip. “Are you okay?”
I opened my mouth to
say I was, but all that came out was a sort of sob-whine, and more tears. Drew
responded by putting his free hand around my waist and covering my mouth with
his.
I’d like to say that
in that moment, I kept my head. That I remembered that I was lying to him, that
my entire existence in his life was only because of a huge untruth, and that I
intended to extricate myself from him and the rest of the group. I’d like to
say that I stopped the kiss.
But in that instance,
the only thing I felt, the only thing that mattered, was how hard I was falling
for Andrew Dean.
I was falling for
this scared, lonely, broken, brave man who sang songs about secrets, who lulled
me into a whole new universe using nothing but his voice. I wanted him, all of
him, and I pretended that I belonged. It was the biggest lie I’d told up to
that point, and for someone whose entire life was carved out of lies of
different colors and shades and shapes, that was saying a lot.
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A huge fan of spooky stuff and shoes,
I enjoy alternately hitting up the outlet malls and historic graveyards in
Charleston, SC where I live and imbibe coffee. My husband and two small
children seem not to mind when I hastily scribble novel lines on stray limbs in
the absence of notepads.
Since no writer’s biography is
complete without mention of her menagerie of animals, you should know I have
one dog that doubles as a footstool, a second that functions as a vacuum
cleaner, and a cat that ensures I never forget that my hands are, first and
foremost, for pouring cat food.
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